<Where am I and where am I not> is a recent project that explores diasporic dysphoria through a photoseries. The project aims to shed light on my feelings of dislocation and its (dis)contents subsequent to the realities I have shifted over the years, namely living in both Turkey and the US and the socioeconomic in-betweens I navigate. I aimed to play with movement and lighting to eminate a series of shattered and distorted visuals.